Celebration, Dedication, & Proclamation's

Greetings, Salutes, and Whats the deal Peps??

So I just had the privilege of being able to celebrate my 27th birthday last week 02/24/1983. I wanted to thank S.Dot, Jitta, or is it Getta?? (i digress) and the lovely JKL for being here for me to help me bring in the occasion. If you know me, my birthday is really opposite of happy, no ones fault but mine, but still. For the most part these people are always here, good or bad, ruff times or not to help me celebrate in whatever fashion I choose. LOL I somehow ended up at Buffalo Wild Wings singing "End of the Road" with S.Dot and Jitta. If you missed it, well you missed it because it was awesome.

I wanted to give a dedication to my mother, for being just that, my mother. Still spoiling me and making me feel like her baby. I love you dearly mother, you truly are the greatest thing ever. She's went out of her way to make sure she celebrates the day I came into her world and kicked off the winding road that has been the guidance in me and my sisters development into young successful adults in this crazy world. Look at me now, I'm ok, sometimes she says.

Finally my proclamation, I wanted to just say thanks. Thanks to EVERYONE that has impacted my life, whether it be good or bad, new and old friends and family, enemies, as well as those of you have exited my life. Without you, I wouldn't be who I am today, and I love me some me, so thank you, I take my hat off to you. If you are are reading this, I don't have to name you, you know who you are. Just know that i really do appreciate you all. Umm *Nikki Minaj Voice* "THAT'S ALL I HAVE!!"

Its a Celebration, Or is it??

Greetings, Hello's, & All That Jazz

As mentioned behind i was going to mingle in some of my old writing along with my new that i never posted. Understand my thoughts and idea were raw, so I will edit some but not enough to take away the originality. This thought is dated February 25th, 2006, as i was supposed to be celebrating my birthday, instead, my mind was here.

Have you ever asked yourselves, what is celebration? I sit and observe the thumping of the beat, swinging of hair, all the smiles and frowns and laughing fills the atmosphere, but yet what do we celebrate? Is it love, friendship, success, or good ole drunkenness? I observe the different mindsets as I wonder on my own. Why do we celebrate, is it for the weekend, missed relationships?

Across the world at this very moment people are drinking their lives away

CELEBRATING.

Its different for all of us, though we cannot explain and none will probably be the same. We all have a purpose, find yours and do that shit. Celebrate something, if it is even the fact of being alive, because life is indeed a gift. Ive learned life is as short as we make it, filled with ups and downs, and the crazy thing is that we celebrate both, our ups and downs, when you get that new job, or when you lose that same one you "hated".

So tonight call the ones you love and celebrate for we never know if tomorrow will show, Never. Except for me... ill observe you... I'm done celebrating, the beat of the drum only intrigues me so much. I'd rather be celebrating things that are necessary, my family, lovers... fuck individual days.i.e. Valentines, Mothers Fathers, Birthday, no no i digress, rather fuck the commercialization the world has put on these days, let people know you love them everyday. That way.. when tomorrow comes, or if it doesn't, they all know. Now dance to that shit...